MY JOURNEY AS A SINGLE MOTHER.
Part 9
By Authoress Rhoda.
I couldn’t believe my friend was gone. I missed her a lot. I missed her smiles. I missed her motivation to read. I missed her vibrant soul.
She wasn’t someone like that before. She once believed in sexual purity and that was what made her not to have a boyfriend.
She wasn’t a fornicator, but situation allowed her. She stood her ground initially. The lecturer failed her because she failed to sleep with him, twice.
She wasn’t the only one that the man threatened, but she was the only one that died. Maybe because she was a novice. The other girls the man slept with knew much about abortion. They carried it out expertly. There was a doctor that did their abortions for them, so it wasn’t the man that gave them medications.
The bottom line is that Mr. Komolafe was an agent of the darkness. Although my friend died, but others were living corpses . They were alive, but dead because they became empty vessels. Their real beings were dead. They were paid huge amounts of money. They thought they were enjoying life because someone gave them urge amounts of money to flex. They never knew that their glory had been exchanged with temporary money that has no value.
Hmm, devil doesn’t relent. Yes!
Dear reader, the devil isn’t relenting on your case. That’s why you need to be very close to God because He is the only one that can give you victory over the devil.
If you are not in God, you are not safe ooo because you are just like a fowl that has been tied down that can be killed at any time. So, find your way back to God if you want your life to be secured and hidden in Christ .
Sis. Dami, a once fervent sister died because she tried aborting a pregnancy.
I want you to know at this junction that what works for you may not work for others. Devil is very smart.
There are many people that committed abortion 5 times and never died. There are some people that attempted it once and it claimed their lives. There are some people that stole countless of time and were never caught.
There are some that will steal just once and it will land them inside the prison. There are some people that will sleep with men times without number and will never get pregnant. There are some that just once, belle straight.
What works for you may not work for you. Especially if devil is interested in ruining a person’s life completely, he does that just once. Just once! Once he has that opportunity, so that the person won’t be able to repent. Let’s be very careful because the devil isn’t tired.
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I packed my things and left her hostel to my hostel. Funny enough, Mr. Komolafe was sacked.
It wasn’t easy getting over Dami’s death. She was buried. In fact๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ her mother ran m.ad๐ญ. She was the only child of her parents. Her father became a shadow of himself.
Did I tell you that I was made the sisters coordinator in my campus fellowship?
I was called “mama”. I made it a most to check on the welfare of my sheep.
I received a call from the G. C (General coordinator). He told me that one of the brothers in church was sick. I told him to go with his fellow brothers to visit the brother.
He told me I must follow them, because they needed me to prepare meal for him. I agreed to follow him.
We fixed a time for visitation.
I was set. I called the G. C so that we could visit the brother that was sick.
We all met at the church.
As we were going, GC and his assistant receiced an emergency call. Another brother was involved in a fatal accident. So, they had to rush down to the hospital.
They told me to go to the brother’s house that they would come over as soon as they were done. They took their leave.
I was confused.
“How will I go alone to a brother’s place to cook and check on him?” I asked no one in particular.
A thought came to my mind to call another sister to go with me. I thought of calling sis. Bimpe.
As I was about to call her, a thought came to my mind.
“Bisi, nothing can happen. You know you are a very strong sister that believes in sexual purity. Just go to his house, do whatever you want to do and take your leave as soon as possible. Besides, the brother is sick, so he cannot do anything. If he tries to do anything, just take to your heels or defend yourself with whatever you see to hit his head. So, don’t go with anybody.”
I saw it as a good thought. So, I went to his house.
Immediately he opened the door, he was happy to see me in his house.
” How is your health, bro. Gbolahan? “I asked.
He told me he was getting better. I was happy he told me he was getting better. I told him I wanted to take my leave since he was better.
All of a sudden, his countenance changed.
” Sis. Bisi, I am very hungry. I don’t know if you can prepare something for me to eat.” He said, doing as if he was going to die.
“There is no problem, bro. Gbolahan.” I said as I went to his kitchen to prepare something. He went to sleep.
I never knew he had locked the door.
As soon as I was done preparing the meal, I served him and told him I was ready to leave. I tried opening the door. It was locked.
Immediately, he grabbed me.
I remembered sexual purity….
I fought so hard to release myself from his grip.
I screamed. I begged him to leave me alone. I really fought so hard.
I couldn’t release myself. I was scared to my marrow.
“Godddddd!!!!! Deliver me!” I prayed within.
Before I could say “jack”, hmmm! I was r.a.p.e.d๐ญ๐ญ.
Immediately he was done, I looked disgusting to him.
“Gbolahan, may God punish you for what you did to me.” I cried.
Did you know that Gbolahan was the Evangelism coordinator?
Hmmm!!
“So, sis. Bisi is not even a strong sister. Our SU mama has been defiled. You are sweet oo. Good! Mission accomplished.” He said joyfully.
I went back home in tears. I couldn’t believe that my virgi.nit.ty has been taken just like that. I couldn’t forgive myself. Everything about my body was disgusting to me.
I told my G. C about what happened.
Could you believe that….
To be continued.
ยฉ๏ธOjo Rhoda Ayanfeoluwa.
