CRAZY PASSION
EPISODE 12
*Jennifer POV*
Seeing him leave whilst I was getting so aquinted with his closeness made me want to pull him back. I knew I shouldn’t feel so much close to him as I had to avoid the temptation of making love to him. The priest was clear that we had to stay away from each other as much as possible.
” lt’s just that you have no place to go for now” he told us looking at Benjamin.
” But remember you are a married man and you two cannot have an intimate relationship outside marriage” he went on making us both bow our heads.
” But Father you know my wife has declared me dead and by law she and me are not married anymore” I heard Benjamin defend himself and I almost laughed at how he was beginning to show feelings for me.
” Of course, but remember you got married in church and the church doesn’t allow you to engage with another woman as long as she’s still alive”
The argument continued at home when he refused to be still attached to Clara. ” She’s not my wife now and God has to come through for me in that. Am going to get back my life and God forbid that woman continues being my wife” he said loudly like we were fighting.
” Calm down dear, let God lead the way and all I want is for you to know that am your good friend and will always be here for you ” I smiled. His facial expression still displayed disagreement but I didn’t want to prolong the talk so I changed the subject.
After talking to him about papers so that he can get some work somewhere, that afternoon, his surprise act of kissing me after saying he loved me caught me off guard.
I should agreed however, that he tasted so good I wanted more forgeting I was about to fall into sin yet again.
” How do I control myself when he’s so damn hot and sweet’” I murmered to myself watching him drive away.
I wished all went well for him at his house. The fear of his wife seeing him made me so weak I kept pacing around.
Over the months, I had told my brother I was staying with Ben but l didn’t give him the actual details yet. He had promised to come over later on.
What amazed me the most was the time my aunty from Kabwe passed through my home one weekend. She had come to buy some things which she usually sold in Kabwe.
I was so scared she would recognise Benjamin.
When I told Ben he asked if he could hide so that she couldn’t get to see him
” No Ben, you are my guest here and she won’t tell me who to host in my house. And don’t worry yourself though, she’s a good woman you will like her.” I convinced him.
” Aunty! You are welcome” I greeted her when she walked in.
Ben was seated in the couch and he stood to greet her. I kept my eyes at her and was pleased when she smiled at me widely.
” He’s so handsome” she whispered when she followed me to the kitchen.
” He’s not my boyfriend aunty” I blushed with a smile.
” Don’t lie to me Jen, I saw the way that man was looking at you and the way you kept looking at him. Besides what is he doing here if you are not together?” She challenged me and I almost burst out laughing at the thought of how she referred to Benjamin as a mad man who was crazy due to some issues time back. But I pushed back the laughter and smiled.
” lt’s complicated aunty you won’t understand” I told her and she shrugged giving up.
” Mmmmmhmh anyway, one day we will hear it” she laughed as she handed me the serving plate for me to put in some rice soup I had prepared for her.
” See , I told you she wouldn’t recognise you” I patted Benjamin’s hand. ” Oh you have no idea how l was almost hiding inside this couch he laughed.
I discovered living with Benjamin was so exciting I always looked forward to coming back home from work to be with him.
I was brought back to the present almost 2 hours later. I was just coming from taking a bath when I heard the car driving in.
Knowing it was Benjamin who was back I decided to quickly dress up so that I could hear how he moved.
” Jen!” I heard him shouting as he got inside.
” Am here! Give me a moment!” I shouted back but he rushed and held the door open before l could tell him I was dressing up.
” Oh my God!” He shouted seeing me standing n***d my hands now trying to hide both my down parts and exposed b*****s.
” Am sorry I was about to tell you I was dressing up” I stammered grabbing the bathing towel and covering myself quickly.
” Am am hmmmm, will wait outside ‘ he raised his finger and pointed out.
” Sure” I nodded.
I took my time dressing up avoiding going to see him. I couldn’t believe he was making me feel so nervous all of a sudden. It was different when he was still sick. I wasn’t so shy of him, now that he was okey, he kept on giving me goose bumps.
I pulled out a pair of loose jeans and a t-shirt before walking out to the living room.
” So how did it go?” I asked avoiding his eyes.
” Jen!” He called my name instead ” look at me” he ordered and I smiled pretending I was okey.
I raised my eyes and looked at him.
” Why are you avoiding my eyes?” He asked calmly and drawing closer. I felt sharp tickles rush through me even before his skin could touch mine.
” Ben please I….l….”
” Am getting you” he raised my head upwards.
” Tell me am just your friend and you don’t want me this close to you” he whispered.
Okey now I was loosing my mind. The unfortunate part of sin is that the more you allow it, the harder it gets to avoid falling.
Now that I had allowed him that close, I felt my strength run out, he was making it impossible to even breath.
” I got the papers and found this too” he spoke now moving away like to purnish me again. Showing me the certificates and the money but I wasn’t interested anymore, all l could feel was my mind’s confusion, what with his smile.
Without warning I grabbed them and placed them on the table getting on his laps.
” What are you….” he tried to speak but I placed my lips on him and felt him relax as he smiled holding my back closer.
” What took you long?” He breathed heavily between kisses and spread my legs on either side of his thighs and leaned back to allow me access to his face as he smiled invitingly.
” You are a temptation that am failing to fight” I whispered as I leaned on him and kissed him harder , feeling his man raise I felt my knees go weak.
Slowly he pushed his hands under my t-shirt
And I flinched as sharp tickles rushed in my blood. I don’t remember how he did it but I found myself completely nude and he took charge getting me back on top of him.
For a moment I thought I was going to loose my senses as he kept carresing my sensitive parts and not breaking from the kisses. I held on to his head and neck wanting him to award me by getting inside for my veins felt like they would burst out with so much pleasure.
Slowly and gently he pushed himself inside me and I let a scream, making him smile as he pulled me closer with moves so steady and hard I couldn’t believe he was even human. How possible was it that a mare human being would make me so mad and lost in my thoughts I wanted to live in that moment for ever.
” I want more and more of you. You are my sanity” he whispered in my ears as he increased the verocity of his movements turning me down and taking the top position as he placed me flat on the couch.
Just when I thought I won’t survive the pleasure he was giving me as he moaned softly, I felt myself burst out and my whole body went weak as he too fall forward on me landing his lips on mine.
” Are you even possible” was all I managed to speak after almost 5 minutes of silence. I allowed him lay on me as we breathed slowly our ribs rubbing each other.
He let a small laugh and shook his head.” I was almost asking you the same question. ” He responded and we both fall back laughing.
” Honestly that was beyond this world!” He let a scream making me smile.
” Now what was that about the papers?” I asked him and he sat up holding them up to me and explaining how he managed to get them after he remembered his secret vault from the basement.
” So what now?” I asked trying to ignore his hand that kept rubbing my thigh as we sat without getting back into our clothes.
” I don’t know yet. But I have to figure out a way to start over. This money can get me something started. But for now it’s difficult to think with a woman so beautiful seated nude next to me.” He giggled looking at me.
” You are crazy!” I smiled and he nodded his head.
” You have a short memory do you? You are the one that picked a mad man” he teased pulling me closer to him.
” I won’t survive another episode Ben” I winced as he rubbed his lips on mine.
” Well, since we have money now, people can buy us both coffins if we die in each other’s arms” he shrugged displaying his silly smile.
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