GOT MARRIED AS A VIRGIN đ
(EPISODE 5, )
Tee Jan! please will you leave my ~legs now? I said with all seriousness, donât forget I said I was angry at him~đ .
My love! Please donât leave me. Please Titi, let that plan of leaving me be the last option that will ever come to your mind. Please I beg of you, he said crying out loudđ.
Okay! I Have heard you. Leave me before I do the unexpected to you right now! I said trying to free my weak legs from him.
Tee Jan finally left my legs alone and said, please my love, I have never seen you in such mood since we metđ¤.
Yes! For the past two years of my marriage with Tee Jan, I have never for once raised my voice at him.
I never for once found fault in anything he does.
Hmmmm, you know when you are in love sometimes, you are tend to be blind!
Please forgive me I beg you in the name of the Lordđ.
I didnât even bother to give Tee Jan a reply before leaving his presence. Yes! I left his words hanging in the air.
I walked helplessly to the sitting room. I sat down quietly and continued cryingđ.
Yes! I couldnât stop the tears, so I have to cry it out and free my soul.
So many thoughts were running through mind.
How possible is it for Tee Jan to be without a manhoodđ?
Oh! My life!
Jesus! Was that the reason he normally refused us bathing together? Was that the reason he normally preferred to bath early in the morning?
God, why? You knew all this and you still chose him for me, I lamented.
I donât even know when I slept off on the couch.
Titi my dear daughter, the main purpose of choosing Tee Jan for you is right now before you.
I have weighed your faith in me. You are the only person that can endure for long, to help him out of his problemđ.
Titi my beloved daughter, you are strong and courageous!
Encourage yourself the more in the Lord and fulfill the main purpose of marrying Tee Jan.
I know you wonât fail my trust now, my beloved daughter.
Oh my God! Was that a dream or what?
I bind you satan! You canât fool me! I said snapping my fingers over my head.
Then just immeadiately the still small voice in me said, Titi!!! You canât fool God.
Hmmmmm mmmm, itâs very good to have a deep relationship with the divine oooođ!
If you really want me to do this Lord, and not leave Tee Jan, then I need strength! I said talking to Him in my spirit.
The strength is already in you my daughter. Its left for you to exercise it! Or do you really think you could have come this far with Tee Jan without my strength?
No Lord! I replied, then do the needful right now!
Hmmmmm mmmm, the main needful I needed to do is exactly what I donât know, I mumbled.
I stood up from the couch and went straight to the room to meet my beloved Tee Janâ¤ď¸.
It was as if something was just pushing me, because it wasnât ordinary.
I found it difficult to believe my eyes, when I got to the room.
Guess what I sawđ¤?
You wonât believe Tee Jan was still at the same position I had left him few hours ago.
He laid down helpless on the floor and was still crying seriously.
I felt pity for Tee Janđ!
Please donât blame me! I still love Tee Jan very much!
I went straight to him and said please Tee Jan! would you get up and stop crying?
My love, please forgive me, Iâm so sorry! he said weakly for he had lost his voice.
Itâs okay Tee Jan, please stand up and go freshen up, I said trying to lift him up.
Tee Jan was still sobbing when I said, sweetie, if you donât want me to join you in crying, then wiped off your tears right now and go freshen up.
Tee Jan finally kept quiet and said, my love, hope you ainât leavingđ?
Hmmmm mmmmm, what sort of question is he asking me now?
I left his words hanging in the air, because I didnât bother to answer him.
In no time Tee Jan was out of the bathroom.
I was sitting down helplessly on the edge of the bed, when Tee Jan came and said, my love please Iâm so sorry about the other time.
There was a minute of silence between Tee Jan and I.
Finally I broke the silence and said, sweetie! Please tell me something.
Were you born this way or you had an accident, and the only thing you could loose in that accident isssss, and I kept quietâ.
I know someone is surprised that I can still refer to Tee Jan as my sweetie, please donât be.
I love Tee Jan so very much, that I can lay down my life for him.
And also, I have made a vow unto the Lord, to always love Tee Jan in time of sorrow and in time of joyđ.
So, I wont back out now!
My love! Tee Jan called out and said, I was born without it!
Holy Ghost fire! how is that possible? I said with looking confusedđą.
I have Penile agenesis.
Meaning? I asked with more confusion.
My love! itâs an abnormality that occurs in one out of 5-6 millions male births, he said.
But Tee Jan, is their no remedy to it or what? I said expecting a postive answer.
I donât think so my love and even if there will be, it will center on operation.
Tee Jan! What are you saying? are you not a doctor?
Iâm my love. Let me tell you the truth, the only solution to it, is operation.
Hmmmmm mmmmm, how will they do that? will they go and take another personâs own and fix it for Tee Jan?
will they put artificial one there? all this was what I was thinking when Tee Jan said: my love please you are the only one that can help me.
What is Tee Jan saying now?, Am I a doctor or what?
Okay! We will sort it out tomorrow morning sweetie. Please let us have our beautiful sleep now, I said with smiles and hugged him.
While hugging Tee Jan, he whispered something into my ear and I was like, sweeetie! after all this war that is going on in this house, you still have the efforntery to tell me that!
Hmmmmm mmmm, I know you are all eager to know what the love of my life whispered into my ear right???đ………………
Tbc…
