Esther My Landlord’s Daughter
Written by Savvy
Episode 15
I was shocked to my bones. Believe me, for I, indaboski the great to be shocked, no say e don choke me.
But what’s the point of killing someone you claim you love, I asked her.
Don’t you get the point, it’s because I love the person, that’s why I’m doing it, she replied me, smiling.
I don’t know, but seeing that smile got me so pissed. Currently thinking days back, I thought I found someone who truly loved me, not knowing I’m with a terrorist who kills people using’i love you, like an excuse.
So if all my ex’s that loved back then had kill me because they loved me, would I have been here with you or would you have seen me to love, I asked, getting really pissed.
Well, they didn’t kill you because their love for you wasn’t that strong, she said.
So you mean, you’ll kill someone you love because you love them, I asked feeling irritated by her words.
Savvy see, love isn’t just about s_x and s_x and gifts and so on, it’s more than that, she said. And if you love me, you have to be ready to die for me, she added.
My heart skipped and almost reached heaven, I sat down quietly trying to process what she had just said. Did I hear her clearly, me, die, for love. Lai Lai never.
At that moment I knew that my life was hanging by a thread and if I really love myself and wants to save myself, I have to refrain my self from Nelly.
Nelly, hmmm mmmh, I called her, clearing my throat.
Yes, she answered.
If you can recall when we first met, we said something about giving ourselves a trial for love, I asked and she nodded.
Well, I think our trial stops here, like right now.
I love my life, I’m myself top priority.
My peace of mind is essentially and compulsory to me, like life itself.
Our journey ends here, I honestly have feelings for you. But I have to end it before it ends me.
I’m sorry but I don’t need you to be part of my life, not anymore.
My stories I post online shouldn’t be of concern to you anymore.
No more visitings, no calls and sms’s or anything that aids communication.
Please stay away from me as I’m going to be staying away from you, I added.
What’s the problem,she asked, shifting close to me.
Don’t touch me, don’t you dare touch me, I yelled at her, and she shifted backwards immediately.
You think my life is a piece of meat or trash, that you can use for what ever you like huh.
Or you think I’m an animal you can shoot because you love, are you a Hunter, i asked her. I will shoot you, shoot the girl and also myself, I said, mimicking her voice.
Stand up, carry what ever you came with, leave my house before I count 1.
Savvy, please.
One…!!!
And she fled from my house like a mad woman. I was so mad at myself, how could I have allowed myself be wallowed by a little girl.
I went to my door and was about shutting it, when I saw Esther approaching me.
What’s the matter, you seem pretty annoyed, she said.
I’m fine, I replied her.
The thing with me is that, I’m in control of my emotions, and can never passed my transgression to an innocent person.
I’m ready for my class, she said, showing me the book she had in her hand.
Esther, my mind’s so full now, let it be this evening okay, let me free some things out from my head, I said.
It’s alright, I’ll allow you rest on one condition, she said and I raised an eyebrow.
Okay let’s hear it, I said, waiting to hear the worst.
You’ll gist me everything after class, agreed, she said, smiling.
Agreed, I said smiling back.
She left and I closed the door. I walked to my bed, sighed and laid on it.
To be continued..
