GOT MARRIED AS A VIRGIN š
(EPISODE 6)
Let me tell you what Tee Jan had whispered into my ear while hugging me.
My love, please forgive me, Iām so hungry right now and I donāt know what might happen to me during the course of the night if I go to bed with this empty stomach of mineš.
I know someone is saying, Tee Jan doesnāt have conscience!
Exactly, He doesnāt !!!
Something inside of me wanted to tell Tee Jan that, please when your stomach was full, what were you able to offer me, but thank God, I didnāt blot out that sinful statementš.
Please my love, can you make me something to eat?
Okay Sweetie, I said and I left for the kitchen.
Even though I had no strength left in me to cook for Tee Jan, I still managed myself.
In no time I was done in the kitchen and brought out the noodles I had made for Tee Jan in a tray.
You canāt believe Tee Jan was devouring the noodles as if his life depends on it!
Imagine! Instead of Tee Jan to be looking for a way to solve the major problem that is about to break his home and marriage, here heās sitting down and eating noodles as if he hasnāt eaten for daysš¤£.
I was far lost in thought when I heard Tee Jan saying something like how do we intend to solve this problem on ground my loveš?
Oh! So you knew there was a problem on ground? I asked with all seriousness.
My love! In everything you are passing through always remember to eat! Tee Jan said jokingly trying to make me smileš¤£.
Hmmmmmmmm! I said with a smile, even though the smile wasnāt coming from within.
Donāt worry Tee Jan, the Lord is in control. Please letās go to bed now, I said and left his presence.
I was unable to sleep during the night, not that I had wanted to pray for Tee Jan or think about what has happened during the day, but the sleep wasnāt just coming.
Everything that had happened during the course of the day came flashing back to my memories and before I knew what was happening, I was already cryingš.
As I was crying silently something dropped into mind and I was like, how is it possible for Tee Jan not to have a manhood?
Please how does he peeš?
I think I will have to ask him about this tomorrow morning, I said to myself.
Is Tee Jan playing pranks on me or what? Is he testing my love for him or what?
Iām seriously confused at this junction!!!
If Tee Jan was trying to proof my love for him, would God be telling me, Iām the only one that can help him out?
Lord, Iām so confused right now!!!
Lord, and you asked me not to leave Tee Jan! Please Lord, donāt put me in darkness!
Hmmmm mmmmm!!! I sighed heavly and I finally slept offš¶.
Titi my daughter, I can see you are seriously worried right now. All what is happening to Tee Jan is not clear to you yet right?
Yes Lord! Iām so confused, I said with all sincerity.
The question you are planning to ask Tee Jan tomorrow is a misery, that even Tee Jan himself canāt explain to you, if you ask him.
Iām the all knowing God, I do things according to my will and purpose.
Iām unsearchable in my ways. Iām the very begining. Iām the Lord of hosts.
I didnāt know when I began to shiver at the voice that was echoing in my ears.
I couldnāt look up, I turned my face downwards completely!
Titi, my beloved daughter, I can see your effort to be strong for Tee Jan and yourself.
Yes Lord, Iām trying, but I still need more strength. I said still facing down.
Didnāt you read in my word, that I give strength unto the weary?
I kept mute, for a while and I finally repeated what I was thinking before I slept off the other time. Lord Iām confused about Tee Janās predicamentš¤.
Even though the Lord had answered me that itās a misery that even Tee Jan himself canāt explain.
Doesnāt Tee Jan pee or what? I said in a very low voice.
Also, heās a doctor, he has money but why has he not for once thought of going for an operation to solve his problem? I said quietly replying to the voice speaking to meš½.
Hmmmmm, my daughter! Tee Jan can be a doctor and also have money, but he can never think of that!
Tee Jan can never remember nor be prompted to go for an operation, because he has been bound in the realm of darkness.
Even though he goes to church regularly, heās not strong enough to discern that something is wrong with him.
The enemy would have finished him, but the reason why they have been failing is because your presence in his life.
They knew he has vision and mission to accomplish, that is why they are after his destiny.
Hmmmmmmmm, I knew about everything from the start. I knew if Tee Jan was left alone without someone like you he would have been finished a long time ago.
But now I the Lord, Iām ready to prove to the world that I can make something out of nothing.
Just be patient and never give up on Him. He might tend to be annoying to you at this time, never give attention to that, because the devil might want to use him, against himself to hinder his deliveranceš.
Do you remember the portion of the Bible that says: the fervent prayer of the righteous avails much? He said.
Yes Lord! I replied.
So be ready to pray!!! And be ready to face challenges!
Challenges? I asked bewildered.
Yes my daughter challenges!
But Lord! Havenāt I gone through enough for Tee Jan?
Titi My daughter, you have gone through enough for him.
But challenges are still ahead, my beloved daughter!
So, be ready to encourage yourself the more in the Lord.
Hmmmmmmmm, after all the challenges that Iām going through. I wonder where another challenge could be coming from, I said murmuring to myself not God.
Will the challenges be coming from Tee Janās family?
Will the challenges be coming from my family? I said soliloquizing.
Hmmmmm mmmmm! Do you desire to have a good relationship like this with the divine?
If yes! Then dedicate your life unto him and be ready to live by His instructions.
I was still lost in my thought, when I heard Tee Jan say, my love aināt you sleeping?
I just woke up, not quite long, I said.
Okay my love! He said and went back to sleep.
Very early in the morning, my sweetie did as he normally does, he took his bath and laid down quietly on the bed.
After some minutes Tee Jan woke me up and said, my love! Please letās have our morning prayer before I leave for work.
Please which work is that? I asked quietly.
Ever since I have married Tee Jan he has never for once gone to work on Sundays. So I wonder why heās starting now!
Tee Jan, today is Sunday, have you forgotten? I said trying to get up completely on the bed.
I know love! But I need to go attend to some patients at the hospital.
Tee Jan, is your own case not worth attending toš”?
And also when did you start going to work on Sunday? I asked.
And he said, please my love just for today!
You go to church and pray for me!
I know by your prayer, the Lord will establish His word in my life.
Hmmmmmmmm, whatās all this now? When did Tee Jan become a cold christian, did he became that over night or what?
That was what I was still thinking, when that still small voice in me said, the devil has seen that Tee Jan will be delivered soon. That is why he wants to turn his heart away from the Lord.
Oh!!!! Is this the challenges Iām going to face now? I said silently in my mind.
And that still small voice in me said yes!!!
Have you forgotten what Ephesians 6:12 says?
And just immeadiately I quoted it out loud and said Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high placesš.
Hmmmmmmmm, alright no problem. I know what to do.
What do you think I can do to Tee Janās case of becoming a cold christian?
When his victory is just around the corner.
I know someone is already feeling for me right now.
Hmmmmm, it takes brokenness to serve and walk with the Lordš………
Tbc…
